Now, continue the story, I talk on the phone almost everyday, with people I don really know. Why is that so? And always, it called, not me. Why, why, why? I think of it, I can't sleep and I can't eat for the first few days. everything seems damn fast. people take at least one month to accept. Me? two days!! freaking freaking fast! Hope I make it right this time. I'm so so scared I would be wrong. But who can control it when it comes? ( maybe someone with little feelings?)
I don't feel trouble or down now, I felt ok and up in the sky! well, maybe sometimes. Ar!! talking crap!!
You don't need anyone to give you advice on such things. I hope that I won't make a big mess out of it. Hope it do be successful!! yeah, yeah!!!