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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

sometimes I wonder... do I really hate P? do I really want P to get out of my life? maybe in the past... Because now I felt nothing about P, just like normal classmates.
sometimes I wonder... Do I really treat M as best friend? Do I really enjoy M company? Maybe no in the past, because I feel that we are really good friend.
sometimes I wonder... Do I like them? I just could not blend well with them...
sometimes I wonder... Do I like X? We haven meet up for quite a while. Do our relations faded as times goes? I don't no but I hope not. X is the first person I know well and I treasure it...
Monday, June 27, 2005

There will be CSP everyday expect Friday from this term onward. OMG, how am I going to pull through this few months!!! Term 3 is extremely stress... Mock exams, oral.... scheldule is very tight and teachers are completing with the time to finish the syllabus. And there's simply no break for me. Holiday means revision and studying. Guess I need to cut down all my leisure activities. Sob sob.... I hate 'O' level!!!
Mr ng reservices for 2 weeks, but still need to do paper... sian..
was kind of annoyed when i read it. is like talking to me lei. well nvm, every people has it own opinions about different things. and i'm not happy now, not because of her, her or her. it's her. stupid reason of course! guess need to spend more time talking with each other.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005

it's the last week of june holiday. yes, school reopen! it's not that i like to go to school or wake up early in the morning. it just that i'm so boring at home... no games to play, no mood to study and so much precious time is waste. at least in school, there's things to do and.
one more thing, my whole body is so itching after the camp. esp on my back and legs. i think is some dustmites ba...
Oh GOD!!! I"M SO BORING!!!
Tuesday, June 21, 2005

first time miss camp... i mean a little bit lah... esp. my friends...
now i really know how i feel about it. it's not that i don't like or whatever. it's just that i don't like it in school cause what we talk it's only school works. we are still best pals some how, she's really a good person.
saturday got the outing at ecp (gb). i don't think i' going cus a bit sian liao and really tired.
Monday, June 20, 2005

yesterday was the last day of camp, but can't find the mood and time to blog because was really tired and my whole body is so painful! esp. my legs and both my hands. now, i had difficulties lifting my hands up, to tie my hair and even brush my teeth. however this year adventure camp is fun and much more better then then previous regional camps. this is because i'm not alone, mh and me were the same group and the activities were challenging and exciting. and not forgetting making new friends.
day 1. we went trekking for 2 hrs in bt. timah nature reserve. then the team building sessions. nothing special at night except for the night walk in the hill. very scary, it was so dark and we had no torches. worst of all, mh and me was the first pair!!
day 2. had breakfast in the morning, of course! than went for rock wall, abseiling and CRC. talk about rock wall 1st, cannot reach the top, very hard and some more the wall is not flat. so need a lot of strength to push yourself up. next is abseiling, nay i'm not going to write about it, it's so embarrassing.. the last challenge of all, crc 1 and 2. i completed 1 and failed to overcome the other. mainly because i do not have the strength and determination to go on. and it's funny as i had already reach the top, cross 1/4 of the web and then went back down. around 8, was campfire and then supper, wash up followed by sleeping.
day 3, last day of camp. had devotion and then camp craft. next is area cleaning. our group is very lucky, we clean the compound area which is the most easy job out of all. after that, debrief and home sweet home!!
took 184 back home. reach home at bout 12 something.


Thursday, June 16, 2005

I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm at lost, I don't no what to do. Me again, getting all this feelings because of small things. It’s not because of that stupid camp; it's other reason, stupid reason. Once I heard that, I don't even know how to react. I mean, again? Ya, it's not the first time. But, look at it again, what’s the point of making me bad? I can live without it. There are still others, right?

By the way, I don't know why SHE kept sms me about the camp. I mean, SHE not going for it and SHE is not from GB. Why did SHE need to know so much? And it's kind of annoying because I knew SHE wants to know all this not because of me. So why can't SHE just ask that person?
Haiz... really feels so down now. Hope that everything will turn out good for me and all those negative thoughts will vanish.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005

yesterday went to uncle's house to have dinner. i played the piano, of course don't no how to play lah. only twinkle twinkle little stars.
today plan to finished the storybook that i had borrowed long time ago. but i think is impossible as still got so many pages left.
and starting from today, i'm going to eat for only 3 meals and not over-eating it. or esle will suffer after the holiday. Jia You!!
Monday, June 13, 2005

My NEW BLOG!! don't ask me why i change my add, because i also dunno the answer. just feel like changing it.
well, time files. now is already the 2nd week of the june holiday. and this friday going for camp. siaz... i really hope that i'm sick or that 3 days. so what if i'm promoted? more points only.... for heaven sake why did i mention it again?! ok ok, think the positive side, it's only a few days . just relax and have fun....