Friday, September 29, 2006
I'm so surprised about my mama!! haha!! No one knows what unless I said.
I am getting bader and bader (is there such word?) All thanks to someone and most importantly, I'm the one who allows it. (If you know who you are, you better be good good next time, then I can be good good also.) this is just so lame!!! I mean my post.
What happen yesterday? Went out with mama and aunt to the Isetan private sales at orchard. I brought a pair of converse shoes, $47.92. Yeah, very expensive but it a 20% discount. Why not? At about 4.20, I went to orchard to wait for someone. 2 guys approach me. The first one wants me to buy a mashimallow keychain for $10. It's for donation. So, did I donate? No, because I only left $10 in my pocket. Another guy wants me to do a survey. About venturing into business, I suppose. Anyway, no harm doing it. Went back home at about 9.45pm? Yup, everyone is asleep. Expect my mama. That's pretty odd...
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
I miss watching Hi 5 at 5pm. haiz, but I enjoy going out so much!! So contradicting.
Working on Saturday and Sunday at Best Denki Great World City. It is the most boring job I ever done. Standing there for 8 hours and promoting for only an hour or so. For this 2 days, I sold 2 lamps and it is the cheapest somemore.Lucky is only sat and sun, or else I really wiil rot and die.=)
Change topic, bink bink bink... er... Say what lei???
I don't know if anyone is getting suspicious of the recent me. It's so damm obvious lo. In fact, I was waiting for them to find out. haha, see first ba.
Tuesday morning so sian, was wake up by my handphone vibration!!! (not angry, not angry)
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Hmm, I don't think I miss anyone in my life so much. I don't think I get any sleepless night till that thing. Does it means I had no feelings at all. Am I cold-blooded? Hope I'm not.
I long to be touch, feel, hug ( too mushy!!!) But I guessed that's what everyone wish for... is it?? ar!! anyway, what I am I writting this lo. Cus I am just too bored!!!
Now, continue the story, I talk on the phone almost everyday, with people I don really know. Why is that so? And always, it called, not me. Why, why, why? I think of it, I can't sleep and I can't eat for the first few days. everything seems damn fast. people take at least one month to accept. Me? two days!! freaking freaking fast! Hope I make it right this time. I'm so so scared I would be wrong. But who can control it when it comes? ( maybe someone with little feelings?)
I don't feel trouble or down now, I felt ok and up in the sky! well, maybe sometimes. Ar!! talking crap!!
You don't need anyone to give you advice on such things. I hope that I won't make a big mess out of it. Hope it do be successful!! yeah, yeah!!!
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Monday, September 18, 2006
Don't know call myself blur or stupid. Haiz... I can lose weight lo...
Later going to JE library to photocopy sis's stuff again.
So bored at home!!!
Saturday, September 16, 2006
I am damn nervous! But no idea why!! completly no appetite ( although still hungry) THis is the kind of feeling when I'm waiting for oral or any big presentation. Nothing is going to happen later lei... ar!!!!!
Don't know if I can sleep tonight.
Am I over-reacting??
I went out almost everyday this week. Monday, job interview with peggy. Tuesday, at home. Wednesday, meet up with mh and peggy. Thusday, went prawning together with Freda. Friday, went out with him. Saturday, meet up with old pals. Sunday, should be nothing ba.
Friday, not as bad as I think. At least, got quite a lot to talk. And I wonder, are all guys the same? er... how to say, ar!! cannot say here!!!
Monday, September 11, 2006
I promised myself not to bet on him anymore. I made a mistake yesterday. I think he's may be angry with it ba. ( Haven seen him like 9 months)
Saturday, September 09, 2006
I just send email to 4 ppl today. I'm not doing anything after that. The person just don't want to reply. And that fines just keep increasing. I had returned the book! That librarian must have forgotten to cancle it! I'm not going to pay for the extra lo... It supposed to be $1.90, now is $2.70! what is this!!! argh!!!! Maybe checking with them on monday, anyway going to school....
wa!!! They closed at 5.30pm, what the... Why would I made the special trip just to 'talk' to them. Why, WHy, WHY!!! I'm really really pissed now.... Arg.... (Pms ba)
What should I said if I go? "Hello! can cancle my fines for me? I return it long long time liao, I need to pay all this because your people didn't help her as promised!!! Don't want, cannot? hey, your fault, why should I pay, if not, you pay for me lah! I am only a poor student..." ( actually,it was my fren who help me return)Haha, I not that mean lo, don't misunderstand...
I think i will jot down the number, mess up the shelves and if I found that stupid book, I'll return it straight. If not, watch me bang the table at them...
After typing so much, I'm still pissed!!!
I just send email to 4 ppl today. I'm not doing anything after that. The person just don't want to reply. And that fines just keep increasing. I had returned the book! That librarian must have forgotten to cancle it! I'm not going to pay for the extra lo... It supposed to be $1.90, now is $2.70! what is this!!! argh!!!! Maybe checking with them on monday, anyway going to school....
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
The computer is offically spoilt. And all the informations and games that I saved in it is gone.(even though it is brought back to life).
I done the sofa and iron the clothes. Later going to clementi for dinner with mum.
Seem like everybody that I knew is going to work. Like I'm the only one still slacking at home. Should write a resume now...
Monday, September 04, 2006
reach home at about 7.30pm. wasn't really tired. I had 4 hours of sleep this morning and another 4 hours of sleep this afternoon. As a result, I was an hour late for the piano.
This time we walk for 10 hours. From fajar sec, we walk to ten mile, took 960 to bugis. after that, walk all the way back to Bp. It was fun, not that bad as I thought would be.
Friday, September 01, 2006
When elephants fight it is the grass that suffers
I received 1 call and 1 message last night.
First call, from yvonne. She ask me if I can walk with them for phase 2. Guess what, I agreed. It doesn't mean I regret this decision. This Sunday, 4.30pm in school.
My thoughts; 1st, what!? what should I say??, 2nd, why I stay so near to school!?, 3nd, but a good chance to exercise, 4nd, er... what should I wear?
Last message, from the guy whom I know from my last workplace. I have not met him for about 9 months. He suddenly message me 2 days ago, (actually, not suddenly, should me rarely.) that was okay.
But last night, he said he was very sian and want to have a chat, phone I mean. This is the scary part. okay, it may sound fine to you but I don't like chatting over the phone. cause you can't see each other and so many people in my house. Plus, I haven seen him for like so many months. I prefer to meet him in person lo. Anyway, he asked me out and said will confirm again. Guess what, I agreed. No harm because I already knew him quite well lah. But don't know I so scared about the whistle (messaging alert) and hesistate to pick up unknown phone call. Arh!!! why I am so nervous!!!I think I think too much...
