I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm at lost, I don't no what to do. Me again, getting all this feelings because of small things. It’s not because of that stupid camp; it's other reason, stupid reason. Once I heard that, I don't even know how to react. I mean, again? Ya, it's not the first time. But, look at it again, what’s the point of making me bad? I can live without it. There are still others, right?
By the way, I don't know why SHE kept sms me about the camp. I mean, SHE not going for it and SHE is not from GB. Why did SHE need to know so much? And it's kind of annoying because I knew SHE wants to know all this not because of me. So why can't SHE just ask that person?
Haiz... really feels so down now. Hope that everything will turn out good for me and all those negative thoughts will vanish.